England…Scotland…Ireland…
Hmm… I wouldn’t have traded it for anything. It has become a part of who I am. It has made me realize that I really can make it on my own. I am stronger than what I think…
It also made me realize that I have been in such a rush these past 4 years. There is so much to see and do… and experience is such a wonderful thing which makes you realize to slow down, enjoy the ride… plan ahead but don’t expect everything to work out like you thought it would.
And home? I knew I lived in a beautiful, mostly-peaceful town in the middle of the Allegheny National Forest. But when we went swimming the day after I got home near the dam… it just struck me like – wow – how beautiful this place is… how fortunate I get to live here.
And how fortunate I am for everything that I have worked for. Lucky? No… not lucky. Fortunate – fortunate is the word… Fortunate to have been given the chance. I have put so much hard work into everything I have done… always… but to be given the chance, to receive a scholarship of a lifetime that took me on the most wonderful adventure. Not only the adventure, but I was given the opportunity to receive a wonderful education at Sussex. History and culture of Europe was fascinating to study in Europe – there are no words to explain the kind of education you receive when studying abroad. And finally, where I met the most wonderful women…that make me smile each time I remember a moment spent with them in Great Britain.
Who do I begin to thank? Ms. Heinz of course… and all the workers of the Vira Heinz staff that make it possible for so many girls to get the chance of a lifetime. Anna Johnson (she is now married and has a different last name that I can not think of off the top of my head) for urging me to check out the scholarship and go with me to the previous year’s Heinz presentations. Dr. Stuckart – I don’t even know where to begin because he believed in me without a single doubt (haha or at least he never let me know lol). My professors… yeah… they believed in me probably more than I believed in myself. My parents – for riding my hide (is that what you call it?) all of my life - just kidding. Start again, my parents for pushing all the morals – of hard work, perserverance, respect, appreciation, and dedication – upon me throughout my life. They have taught me that other people may be doing it the short way, may be cutting corners… but doing it the right way, for one, feels really good, and in the end you benefit from the task and are rewarded in so many ways. They also have believed in me… really really believed in me. I have doubts (who doesn’t though) about my capabilities. I don’t think they have ever doubted me. My dad did so much research on cochlear implants because he believed that this would be the best for me, and he believed that I really would work hard to adapt and make the implant do wonders for me. I owe a lot to him and my mother – for all they did for me to get the implant. I told so many people, when they asked, “What made you go for it – for this study abroad scholarship,” that it was the implant. With my hearing aids, I would have missed sooo much – but this implant has done wonders. I’m not the same person I was last summer… it has really changed me. Continuing, my grandmother – Ms. Janet Elmquist. She is right there by me – through thick and thin – through absolutely everything. And the age difference has never mattered or seemed to hinder how close I am to her. She has done so much for me… soooo much… too much I think
She is a very special person – very special…
And I come out of this a little more stonger, a little more knowledgeable, and just a little more grown up.
So to all the girls out there that are qualified to enter for next year’s Vira Heinz Scholarship… don’t hesitate one wee second. No matter where you go (as long as it fits you perfectly) you will come back a better person. Ms. Heinz has made it available for you to get the experience of a lifetime – don’t pass it up. Go abroad – experience everything – try things you thought you wouldn’t – visit places you’ve only thought you would see in magazines, and makes friends with people that fill your trip with laughter.